Higher-Dimensional Love

Can we reconnect with the love of higher dimensions?

A week ago, I walked onto the stage at the Ipswich Civic Centre, ready to compete in the Champion Dramatic/Lyric Soprano category of the Queensland Eisteddfod. In the aria, ''Piangerò la sorte mia'' - ''I will lament my fate'', Cleopatra comes to terms with her imprisonment, the loss of her crown, and the possible death of her lover, Caesar. Each time I sing/speak the words of the recitativo, ''Cesare, il mio bel nume'' - ''Caesar, my beautiful god'', I see the same face and feel the same presence. Although I am not in any way implying that I have any past life connection with Caesar and Cleopatra, there is a similarity with a particular man's energy - to me, that of a Roman 'god', that I was familiar with in this dimension, and that I recognise when it appears from a higher dimension. Every so often I feel his presence with me - I felt it on my first day in New York, and again when I was in Naples.

My plaque for winning the Champion Dramatic/Lyric Soprano category

At first, I pushed his presence away - if he couldn't be with me in a physical sense, why would he choose to be there energetically? Although sufficiently intimidated by the city of Naples, I felt that I was more than capable of navigating it on my own. Unable to sleep until midnight, I started to receive 'knowings'. I began to understand why I felt so compelled to experience Naples on a deep level - to understand, not only the World War Two era history of my grandparents' time, but also its Ancient Greek and Roman origins - to fully engage with its heart and with its soul. I can never conjure the feeling of his presence - it appears when I least expect it. Lying awake, I felt him holding me, and nothing I could do would cause the feeling to dissipate. I wondered if his presence was there because of our shared Italian heritage in this lifetime. The soul and passion of this place - of the people of Southern Italy - was in our blood. We were connected in this. It made sense.

View of the full moon from my hotel room in Ipswich

Then, the 'knowings' became clearer. We had both been in Naples - but way back - in ancient times. I was Greek, he was Roman - we had known each other then. I don't know what our story was - perhaps I didn't need to at that time. Signs and synchronicities from our present lifetime suddenly made sense in relation to our connection to that other lifetime. His presence stayed with me until my week in Naples was ended. I had never felt so loved. I wondered if many people in this lifetime had felt this level of love - love that would choose to traverse time and dimensions. I allowed myself to receive his support and comfort, then allowed his presence to fall away without sadness as I went on my next journey to London and Glastonbury - knowing I would be communing with other energies and connections there. I also knew that I would be protected by my guardian angels and celestial team who love me and are always with me.

Sunrise in Ipswich

My friends and I often talk about love - wondering what it should look like and why we haven't found it in the sense that we expected. There is a lot of noise from society that clouds our perceptions of what it should be - if it is even referred to by name. From a child, I longed for it, seeing it as grandiose and magical, but also simple and straightforward - not understanding why people complicated it and were afraid of it. I am an avid observer of relationships. Some are confining, some are dependent, some couples seem to be best friends, and other relationships appear to be not much more than co-parenting arrangements. There are few that are appealing to me or that I envy. There are some people who have been able to create strong and lasting bonds with one or more partners during this lifetime, but on the whole, I believe the density of our third-dimensional reality is prohibitive to the type of romantic love that humans were designed to experience.

Relaxing between performances

Although it can be incredibly disappointing to feel that life experiences are being withheld from us, I know that I am one of many who are experiencing life on their own. Undoubtedly, we can manifest or make a relationship happen, but if a situation is not for us, it will not stay with us. Even if it did, if it was not aligned, we would not be happy. Many people have formed romantic relationships out of fear of being alone, or of missing out, or of what others might think or say about them. Although a temporary solution, fear cannot produce love - only love can magnify love. I have learned not to try to push away or ''get over'' feelings that do not appear to be reciprocated. I have learned to allow love to exist in whatever form it appears, and to embrace the opportunity for further self-love and self-acceptance in these situations. Divine love and Divine orchestration will bring our highest-level experiences into being. We must trust that.

Back to my real-world work at a cafe in Toowoomba

Perhaps some are here to learn love from being with others, and others, from being alone - or from experiencing these states for particular periods of time. There is nothing unworthy or unlovable about you if you do not feel loved by another in a romantic sense, at this time. Believe me, I have experienced every level of grief and pain while processing these self-doubts and disappointments over the years, and I understand how challenging they can be. Your soul is choosing growth and expansion in the ways that are most aligned and supportive for you. In the meantime, life is precious, and we must embrace its beauty regardless of our current realities. If we want to feel happy in the day-to-day, patience and surrender are our only options. Perhaps discernment and patience will amplify our experiences when they come. As the frequency of this planet ascends, so will our abilities to give and receive love. There will be less fear and fewer negative perceptions of relationships, and more trust and understanding of our internal guidance. We are made from and of love, and I have no doubt that we will find it again.

For my previous blog article about love, written two years ago, see: Remembering Love

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